Berlin

Berlin

Montag, 11. Februar 2013

naked in front of you


in front of you
feeling somewhat naked
nothing new
the first second I remember 
I do remember a shame
to be
to be me
under your scrutinizing gaze
you had a way of looking
not just at me
at the world
it made me cringe inside
nothing was ever good enough
I felt raw and naked
tenderness or love
were strangers to you
from a different galaxy
though I know nobody
who longed to be loved as much as you did
desperation was the source of everything you did
everything you said
the way you looked
at others
desperate
always
I dugged away from your expectations
under a yellow sky
yes I was always afraid
there would be a thunderstorm
to lose you
there would be never ending rain
of course I did

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