Montag, 11. Februar 2013

naked in front of you

in front of you
feeling somewhat naked
nothing new
the first second I remember 
I do remember a shame
to be
to be me
under your scrutinizing gaze
you had a way of looking
not just at me
at the world
it made me cringe inside
nothing was ever good enough
I felt raw and naked
tenderness or love
were strangers to you
from a different galaxy
though I know nobody
who longed to be loved as much as you did
desperation was the source of everything you did
everything you said
the way you looked
at others
I dugged away from your expectations
under a yellow sky
yes I was always afraid
there would be a thunderstorm
to lose you
there would be never ending rain
of course I did

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